"No, I-- I've made myself difficult to love, lately, but I'm trying to do better." Because this is a dream, and it seems not to matter very much, he adds, "I've been sick since I was a child, and it's shaped me into someone who fears nothing so much as burdening the people around me. Now I'm being asked to share the things that weigh on me, and I'm having to learn how to do that."